Sigh

I should be thankful it worked at all, right?

I should be thankful that it worked for 2 1/2 months, right?

I should be thankful that I don't have it as bad as some, right?

Power of positive thinking. Damn it. It's not working. I'm sad & resigned. I've been trying to ignore the pain that's been creeping up in frequency & intensity over the past week. It was easy to ignore. I kept thinking it'd go away.

Uh....nope. Yesterday I could barely get out of bed. And had to reach for the Vicodin & Ibuprofen. What a great way to end my 8 days off. I'm supposed to head back to work now - in pain. UGH! So I made myself NPO and crossed my fingers that the Pain Management clinic would be able to do another ESI on Thursday. Sure, I'd not be able to work on Thursday night, but if it'd get me out of pain that would sure help!! And now I wait....